Addiction, Addiction, The Worm that Devours.

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I work with kids who deal with addictions every day.  it is so easy to want to judge, wag the finger, make disappointed noises and wonder when the will just grow up…

Self righteousness is stupid.

I sometimes forget that i dealt with a porn addiction for most of my adult life.  I have forget the awful cycle, the hateful circle, the ride of destruction that addiction is.

Hating what you are addicted to, but loving and needing it at the same time.   Wanting so desperately to be free, but being unable to quit, feeling like a failure, a waste of skin, wondering if you are the worst person who has ever lived.  Watching your willpower flash into flames, and vanish like smoke when the addiction flexes it’s muscles.  The tears, the fear, the hiding in the shadows, the horrifying prospect of being discovered, being found out, being exposed…

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About gmgoetz

I am on the journey of life, attempting to follow the teachings of Jesus, live in His Love, and share His Love however He leads, and to whomever He leads.
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